........time to upgrade myself
As some of you here know that I am currently involved in some big projects.
In the last two week I just find myself (almost) totally incapable........that doesn't mean I can't work on anything....but just find out I really do have some tough time.....due to my lack of skills on almost every everything they (the team in New York) are looking for.
They keep telling me I should be fine.....well.....
I don't mean I am quitting. I really want this opportunity and I won't let it go.
But I think it's time to start reevaluating myself and take a look at what area I really do suck big time.
Hope when in February, when I should *hopefully* be flying to New York for training I could be more 'capable'
Flying down there to learn more technical stuff and I have to start upgrade/relearn all my art related so-called 'skills'
Now I understand why nobody wanted to hire me in the last 19 months......
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In the last two week I just find myself (almost) totally incapable........that doesn't mean I can't work on anything....but just find out I really do have some tough time.....due to my lack of skills on almost every everything they (the team in New York) are looking for.
They keep telling me I should be fine.....well.....
I don't mean I am quitting. I really want this opportunity and I won't let it go.
But I think it's time to start reevaluating myself and take a look at what area I really do suck big time.
Hope when in February, when I should *hopefully* be flying to New York for training I could be more 'capable'
Flying down there to learn more technical stuff and I have to start upgrade/relearn all my art related so-called 'skills'
Now I understand why nobody wanted to hire me in the last 19 months......
[ 01-29-2002: Message edited by: Leonis ]</p>
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<strong>As some of you here know that I am currently involved in some big projects.
In the last two week I just find myself (almost) totally incapable........that doesn't mean I can't work on anything....but just find out I really do have some tough time.....due to my lack of skills on almost every everything they (the team in New York) are looking for.
They keep telling me I should be fine.....well.....
I don't mean I am quitting. I really want this opportunity and I won't let it go.
But I think it's time to start reevaluating myself and take a look at what area I really do suck big time.
Hope when in February, when I should *hopefully* be flying to New York for training I could be more 'capable'
Flying down there to learn more technical stuff and I have to start upgrade/relearn all my art related so-called 'skills'
Now I understand why nobody wanted to hire me in the last 19 months......</strong><hr></blockquote>
Dude don't beat yourself up so bad..you obviously have some required talent or you would not be in this field at all. Just turn your mind set to a positive thought and move forward with your training. I wish I knew half of what you and alot of other posters here know
Just give it time and keep on trucking forward..best of luck to you!!
You'll do fine! <img src="graemlins/smokin.gif" border="0" alt="[Chilling]" />
Fight the good fight, and keep your head up.
Looks like the next week is going to be busy (learning the app) like hell...
Being a professional graduate student I can tell you one of the luxuries of graduate school is that you can uncover your weaknesses and eliminate them. Hopefully before the qualifying exam and the dissertation defense.
For me that was stats and linear algebra. I wouldn't say I'm great at that stuff now but it no longer holds me back.