I find it funny that virtually all the pollsters except the wingnuts on the right were pointing to an Obama victory. Yet you followed the wingnuts, so don't talk to me about the "real world". Four more years!
Damn it! Make a snarky comment about Huddlers ability to fix things in a timely manner, and what happens? It get fixed in a timely manner. :shakes fist: Still has to be said that I find the lack of control that the admins/mods/users have over the site is surprising. Not only here, but also at the 'NN.
Just remember you are not alone. Plenty of people feel the way you do; may not have the same circumstances but still feel like there is no other solution.
Remember family and friends. If something is not working then talk to people to find something better. Don't rely on the net - too many keyboard warriors!
EDIT: Also, I am by far not an expert and am very removed from your circumstances, so listen to you the people around you more than...