I Can't Forget You

murbot · July 31, 2003 2:35PM

I can't forget you

You kissed me I nearly started crying

I wanted to die right at that second

You touched me and then you walked away

You made me feel alive

I can't stop thinking about you

I want to kill someone

I want to kill all the time

I walk the streets following people

Thinking of all the ways I could do it

I can't contain my rage

Words can't describe what I feel for you

They don't do justice

The only thing I can do is kill people for you

To take life and destroy it

I put myself to sleep by punching holes in the wall

I love you

kraig911 · July 31, 2003 2:41PM

everything ok?

applenut · July 31, 2003 2:50PM

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Originally posted by kraig911

everything ok?

that's what I'm wondering too

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murbot · July 31, 2003 2:55PM

Gone too far to be forgiven

Can't undo the things I've done

placebo · July 31, 2003 3:02PM

There, there, Murbot...it's all going to be alright.

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murbot · July 31, 2003 3:08PM

I am despair

Didn't we meet in that dark doorway?

When your legs

Felt like they were going to give way like old crutches?

Yes, we saw eye to bloodshot eye that night

I make the walls breathe

I am cold and clammy and hot as tears

When you feel your soul splintering

You'll know I'm with you

Your friend in the shadows

That strikes like the viper

Holds like the pit bull

And drains like the leech

shetline · July 31, 2003 3:14PM

Relationship gone bad... or attempts at Vogon poetry?

powerdoc · July 31, 2003 3:36PM

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Originally posted by shetline

Relationship gone bad... or attempts at Vogon poetry?

No just bad whisky, perhaps a canadian one ?

murbot · July 31, 2003 3:37PM

2.13.61

superkarate monkeydeathcar · July 31, 2003 3:47PM

should we be worried?

wrong robot · July 31, 2003 5:37PM

Yeah...this thread is a big

kelib · July 31, 2003 5:40PM

Maybe AA could help... No?

der kopf · July 31, 2003 5:54PM

Henry Rollins? Yep. Any man would fade to near oblivion standing next that eloquent bull-necked chunk of prime rib.

murbot · July 31, 2003 5:58PM

My new favorite AI member!!

Get this man a steak!

hegor · July 31, 2003 5:58PM

Murbot,

Would you mind just telling us what your reerring to? While laying down some good poety and/or song lyrics is cool and and possibly healing, your not giving the reader any info as to your current state of mind. If you would like some support or help it is available. Just give us the info!!!!

July 31, 2003 5:59PM

Well Murbot, you know I love you, but that's what you get for mixing yourself up with an Aquarius...especially one born on a Monday. Sheesh. You didn't see it coming? The party girl attitude, the going out with 'friends', the tiny little blow habit every once in a while?

Of course, when she was hung-over or burned-out, yup, those were good times. Nice little snuggles on the couch inevitably ending in big drool marks on your sleeve...a little mid-morning poke before she went back to sleep until 5:00...and maybe, if she pissed you off the night before, a quiet dinner alone together. Laughing and gazing into each other's eyes......until her 'friends' called.

Ahh, the vicious cycle of dating an Aquarius...I remember it well.

murbot · July 31, 2003 6:01PM

Just thumbing through See A Grown Man Cry today, recalling some darkers days. And a little experiment to see how this thread would go. I thought it would either go the Add Your Own Words, or What The **** Are You On route.

And, of course to see who could pick the lyrics out.